every now and then we do good to muster up enough courage to say the very first thing that comes to mind. your hair is a lovely shade of auburn, your dress is ridiculously tight try something more "you", let's take a bus across town just because we can, i adore the person you have become. and i type quickly and refuse to punctuate because these thoughts are only there a moment before i lose them.

there's so many things amidst thesis writing that distracts me!

the bed , whenever i look at it I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING! its killing me! i woke up at 10am went to get groceries and lunch then came home, wash the bedsheets, did alittle nitty gritty stuff to my thesis then i slept at 2! woke up at 330pm! had a really long awesome shower!

and here i am blogging instead of DOING WORK!

and tonight's the premiere of masterchef on tv! see! so many temptations , how to overcome them!

im very depressed over my haircut, because the person over cut it,

im not happy at all

it's not perfect, but we make the most of whatever we've got because it's precious that way.

it has to be more than good feeling, more than the moments everything is in its rightful place and we are overwhelmed with whatever must be happiness.

it's not perfect, it takes time and effort and pain, but i am convinced it is more than worth it.

pastor from singapore just passed away

life.. being kicked out of the church he founded , he can't even be put to rest in his own church and the vigil service has to be in another church

but God knows who is true to Him and we're happy pastor's in paradise now

on another note, i've made alittle progress with the results section, just one paragraph and abit of diagrams hope its going slow and steady!

i think there's something wrong with me

i've been sleeping sleeping and sleeping

havent done any work for more than a week and i have to churn out a RESULTS draft for him this week while i've got only 4sentences written

KILL ME! AH!

totally describes how i am feeling

my best friends this week are maggie mee , frozen meatballs and eggs

sometimes, people don't understand the weight of their words,
and the importance of their presence.
or in this case, the lack thereof.

i think this is really a dog eat dog world

i make use of you, you make use of me

you like me so i can make use of you

aiyahs, dunno how to say but u get the drift

watch this video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4I3ZmNKYma0

its some family thing by the singapore govt but i think its damn touching and meaningful

i'm so glad things are back to being happy again

i got my voice back! YAY! after 4days of agony and i'm heading to watch chicago the musical tonight

double yays!

okays,

so my special topics results are in

contented but not happy with it

but i still thank God for everything

A mechanic was removing a cylinder head from the motor of a Harley motorcycle when he spotted a well-known heart surgeon in his shop. The surgeon was there, waiting for the service manager to come and take a look at his bike.

The mechanic shouted across the garage, “Hey, Doc, can I ask you a question?” The surgeon a bit surprised, walked over to the mechanic working on the motorcycle.

The mechanic straightened up, wiped his hands on a rag and asked, “So Doc, look at this engine. I open its heart, take valves out, fix ‘em, put ‘em back in, and when I finish, it works just like new. So how come I get such a small salary and you get the really big bucks, when you and I are doing basically the same work?”

The surgeon paused, smiled and leaned over, and whispered to the mechanic… “Try doing it with the engine running.”

friday night

friday was spent going to paddington to check out some shops but a pity they were closed! then we headed down to auchenflower for fusion japanese food which was awesome! then to freestyle for desserts

I haven't been myself lately

Going to club almost every single week isn't quite joanna and its taking a toll on me. I think I've been going because I needed an outlet to vent my anger, frustrations and sadness but then I realised, doing that doesn't exactly make me the happy jo again

when a friend asked me why do i look tired and by saying i was just sick and i couldn't speak was just a lie

i stayed home today because i'm sick, lost my voice , stayed out in the chilly winds during dinner then wham bam! fever+flu + sorethroat

i think my life is in a mess now


i need just a wee bit of time to get my life back in order but then again, i can't do this all alone

lost in transition

Somedays in a row, I don't feel like myself strongly enough to be able to go out there and deal with the world. Maybe I need family to ground me in what I am. Whatever it is, I sure could use some one talking to me about stuff every once in a while.

my head's about to explode and i dont even know why i even bothered coming in to lab today, i should go home and sleep

and come back tonight