maybe

maybe its high time i should plug in that study mode cable and switch it on

i've been wasting too much time doing random things but hitting the books

i don't wanna let myself down, neither do i wanna waste my parents money

alright,

last post till the 16th

those who are having exams as well, all the best!

those in the army, take care!

those who are trying to climb the nerd leader in preparation for exams SOON ( SUELIN) , good luck too

and of cos to myself, MUG HARD JO!

MSN

MSN is very distracting and i think i'll try to take a break from it tml onwards till the 9th of november

hopefully this works out cause currently i cant get anything into my damn brain.

i went to the city to shop and have lunch ALONE =) haha

end of semester

today marks the end of semester! like woah, 4 months just passed like that, to think that i've been here for some time already!

exams in a week's time

not enuff time!

last friday night's neoprints with lisa and veronica =)

dim sum yesterday! veron brought me there for the first time at sunny banks, my pics look horrible so i am not gonna post them up!

yea i officially got a zero for my 5% assignment don't ask why but i passed the overall CA just that i have to pass my exam or do it pretty well to secure a better grading

on the bright side my microbial biotech mid sem , scored 9/10 meaning i've got like 18% for my 20% mark so thats well on track but i doubt i can slack for that exam too, mustn't be complacent!

i am sad abt that zero grading, no doubt about it even though i know seeing the lecturer wudnt do any help but u cant help it but feel dejected and even tho yes i received a gd news abt the mid sem results i cant help by still feel abit sad but all's well , i m taking it pretty easy!

i just wished everything wud fast forward til the moment i step on the plane for my flight to melbourne.

depressed

i am very depressed over something that happened in one of my mods, dun ask me why

but i can kill myself over it

i cant believe this is happening to me!

veronica mama brought me to a friend's birthday dinner, thank her for that always tryin to introduce me to new people =)

i cudnt upload the picture of me and lisa, dunno why but oh well another time!

what would you say if i told you that happiness is pretty much unattainable and even if it is so, its is fleeting and consists of short moments that leave us not much more satisfied than the position we were originally in?

BLAH

SAMANTHA HUANG SHU WEN, you have so many scandals going on , and thank me i defended u =) hahaha if u wanna know who made up stuff maybe it was weiliang and his gang!

its not your circumstances that determine who you are. its your actions that determine who you are
ohhh den yest me and my frens saw sam with another guy
its not your circumstances that determine who you are. its your actions that determine who you are
den we were commenting that she so fast...both of them yr1
its not your circumstances that determine who you are. its your actions that determine who you are
but so fast together liao....hahaha
joanna 美丝 take my hand, lead me home //
huh she not attached
joanna 美丝 take my hand, lead me home //
u dun anyhow speculate

everytime i call a friend back home in singapore, none of them actually bothers answering the phone, i dunno is it becos they think they have to pay or its just that cant be bothered that im actually bothering to call all the way from australia, it doesnt irritate me it just makes me alittle disappointed.

period.

on the verge

last night, i was on the verge of deciding to stay for summer semester where i gave it a really hard thought

that if i did i wudnt be able to go home to sg till end of jan and i'll have only less than 2 weeks back home b4 flying back to aus, but then i thought abt my mum and how she would really want me to stay more at home

as much as i would like to stay on , i just think the timing's a tad too long so its a no go

im going hm and coming back here the same dates planned already =)

dinner at sunnnnnnny banks with veronica and her friends, really thank her for introducing me to her friends, nice pple =) had japanese ramen which was so-so cudnt ask for more since we're not in japan! hahahaha lame

i vacummed the house today, TIRED!

hari raya

MS NUR SUELIN

happy hari raya =)

i am so trying to finish up house season 3

too fast too soon

2 weeks before semester ends, another week of study break and then its the exam period

too fast too soon

3odd months have flown by so quickly that it seems like i've only been away for 3days

sue's already climbing that nerd ladder by studyin almost pretty everyday(i assume) but i've not done anything productive apart from doing my lab report bit by bit

the series of House is too addictive, i watch it everyday - at least 2 episodes a day!

i've got to finish season 3 over the weekend then i can really really start my engine and do my revision if not i'll be dead in less than a month

everything's going in such a zoom-zoom mode that it scares me
the pace of things are just too fast for me

in fact i don't wish to go home so soon i havent had my fair share of fun

oh well, jo stop thinking about having fun, you should be thinking abt microbes, biotechnology and parasites

nothing else.

flu buggy

guess what, i honestly think my voice box is spoilt after that whole incident of going speechless for a week

i went to church and then i cudnt sing for nuts like normally can but now when i try, no voice comes out so im so freaked out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and when i get home in nov im gonna go see my family doc to get it over and done with =( what i gonna happen to my booootiful voiceee bOohoo

anyways i honestly think i havent totally recovered from the voice issues and now i think im getting the flu bug, i've been sneezing and everything . No its not the hay fever or whatever ppl call it, i really caught the flu bug.

anyhow! on a brighter side, veronica's going to melb with me on the same day but different flight and we're gonna meet on one day to do whole day shoppping ( ThE REAL THING) WOOHOO

i feel like..

i feel like killing my self right now cos im super sad and alone at home

letting goo

Letting go

To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore.
It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isn't winning, and it isn't losing.
It's not about pride, and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness.
It's not giving in or giving up.
Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat.
To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on.
It is having an open mind and confidence in the future.
Letting go is accepting.
It is learning and experiencing and growing.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow.
It's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon gain.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up.
It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and to set yourself free.

changing of airticket = 100aud

so much trouble for the sake of avoiding one person, is it all worth it? if that makes me happier i think it is !

yes NUR SUELIN i hear your plea, but pls tell me the details so that I can help u! =))

alright, my feb flight is from T3 at changi, how cool it that? so im giving u guys the mountain tortoises a reason to go out on an excursion by sending me off in feb =)) HAHAHA

wooohooo

MID SEM

mid semester streeesssssssss