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i didnt do well but i passed all

all i can say is

i am so gonna be a nerd next semester

BOO

didnt wanna disturb those having exams so never ask them out

ask this one go out, not free

ask that one go out also not free

i come back for wad!

in the end i went to tiong to get thai and also rent dvds and then i cant rent cos i dun have my ID with me and they dun accept driving license which is crap

maybe coming back wasnt a good idea, i shud have stayed on to do summer proj or wateva

BOO

one hope hangs by the thread

initially i thought its just 5 months away, nothing would exactly change and even if so, it would be so minute that i wouldn't even notice

but no, there are changes and i am trying my best to get accustomed to it or maybe just fool myself into thinking that no, nothing's changed.

really.

that glimpse of hope's just hanging by a thin thread

home

at last, im home after close to 5 months, nothing's changed from what i've seen yesterday

i had bakchormee for breakfast yesterday and i didnt even feel anything! like yeah bakchormee lor , that was that kinda feeling maybe it just tasted as better and tastier food to me

i don't like the clothes here anymore, maybe i didnt see any nice ones around or perhaps its just different already

BOO

meeting sue and pi later on for dinner and movie ! yippie!

not many plans lined up for the week but i guess i can survive it =)

home

hi people, im home =)

melbourne

melbourne has been good so far, tiring but surviving!

went out to shop today with veron!=) still the best shopping partner in auzzie and hopefully in singapore?HAHAHAHA

yes kerfern brought me around on sunday! thank him for the effort and of cos good photos i hope!

home tml

mixed feelings but all's gd all's gd =))

Finally everything is over.

home bound

Tue 20 Nov 2007
SQ 228
Singapore(SIN - Changi Intl)21:35

but for now, its MELBOURNE!

“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important if it's happily ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in a while, people may even take your breath away.”

-Dr. Meredith Grey

depression

ultra depressed yesterday laaa and when i wanted to talk to ppl i know, all not online

then i cudnt sleep in the afternoon even though i had the minimum amt of sleep the night b4

luckily when i msged charmaine, she was free to have lunch with me

just when i needed someone to keep me alive for that moment

stunner

8 nov - woke up 9 am study till 10 took a rest went to library and start at 1130 till 4 plus came home rest 6-7 study rest 930-12 study

9nov- woke up 5am to mug last min
-went for exam at 8am

paper was a stunner with all the questions like crap
dunno how to answer
even those that i think i know, i panicked and forgot the real answers
lecturers lied
past year papers useless
different format
1hr hour into paper, bad headache
left 20mins earlier b4 paper ended

im just stoning now, the mood that i am experiencing cannot be described, i just know positively that i'm gonna flunk it terribly, its a miracle if i can even score 10-15marks.

i know im not supposed to blog till 16th but i cant resist it,

i think i put on at least 4kg I AM SO DEAD

MY SKIRT JUST FITS NICELY

I AM SO GONNA KILL MYSElF! BOOO

the first paper went OK

1 down 3 to go!