I haven't been myself lately

Going to club almost every single week isn't quite joanna and its taking a toll on me. I think I've been going because I needed an outlet to vent my anger, frustrations and sadness but then I realised, doing that doesn't exactly make me the happy jo again

when a friend asked me why do i look tired and by saying i was just sick and i couldn't speak was just a lie

i stayed home today because i'm sick, lost my voice , stayed out in the chilly winds during dinner then wham bam! fever+flu + sorethroat

i think my life is in a mess now


i need just a wee bit of time to get my life back in order but then again, i can't do this all alone