a thousand and one

there's a thousand and one things going through my mind right now which i just simply cannot comprehend

finishing the left over dinner last night for today's lunch once again amazes me because i never take leftovers back home but yet when im here in a distant foreign land, the circumstances do not allow me to waste so much food , well i still can just throw them away but now my mentality is can eat why not just keep it for the nxt meal? but when i go back home i guess i can't really be bothered

going out with a ' frend ' for dinner last night allowed me to see what human beings are made of, not the just blood and water and all the sciences stuff but its amazing how different each person's character and mentality is like how nonchalant one can remain even though so much has happened how incorrigible they can be and how they can lie through their teeth without even blinking (im not even talking abt white lies)

all these just amazes me totally but i guess i handled the whole dinner issue pretty well , not succumbing to any emotions that 'frend' wanted to me portray

in fact i was numbed to everything already , i really just couldn't be bothered at all

the birthday's tommorrow yet im kinda dreading it, it totally feels like grey clouds are just looming above my head all the time

just looking forward to lydia's big showdown with her culinary skills and fantabulous food