"it is the choices we make that make us who we are. and no matter who we are, we have the power to choose what’s right."

or something like that. that’s the feel good line at the end of spiderman 3. for those who haven’t watched, don’t worry. i’m not gonna ruin it for you by telling who dies and what led to that sentence. let’s just say. spiderman’s friend teaches him that in this installment.

moving on to something that really this post is about. that would be the my end of poly life just passed. flew by really quickly. and i mean ridiculously quickly. the memory of me sitting and staring aimlessly during the first week of lectures is still very, very fresh in my mind. this last sem to me, more than any one, has been a story of choices. and just like spidey said. we all have the power to choose what’s right.

yeah right. if only i could websling to school and if only all my life’s choices were between good and evil, black or white. i was in that place where the next few choices i make may determine where i might end up for the rest of my life, and to say that thinking about it last sem has been distracting is an understatement to say the least. the thing is, not every choice is that simple. such as what should i do with my life?

but as always, i muddle along. and hope to be guided by forces unseen, in the right direction. every sem brings new changes and challenges, and this sem was no different. from overcoming my fear of presentations to combating pimple outbreaks, there was nothing this semester that i felt totally comfortable with. much of it felt like i was just trying to hang on, or just finding my way by holding on tightly to a very thin and fragile thread. everything was just so last minute. juggling my time hasn’t been something that i’ve learned well last sem.

and like spiderman, my friends have taught me much..new relationships have been made, existing ones have evolved and changed. it’s no longer about whether you lose or gain them. friends are gained and lost when how much they mean to you changes. i’m going to continue that thread of thought another day.

i'm dead tired and i know i was babbling abt things no one could understand

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