i didn't mean the last deleted entry to sound angsty or harsh, this week was just a week for holding onto something, anything that would help me think i'm not actually drifting away. you know that picture, the one of two people's backs, and they're side-by-side, and one person's
resting her head on the other one's shoulder, and neither is saying a word to the other?

yeah, that was all i wanted this week. that was all i really meant.