there's loads of stuff going thru my mind, after having sucha shitty day and doing my expt wrongly, i decided to redo my pcr reactions at 4pm thus explaining why i'm still in the lab now instead of being home! sigh i can do my gel run tml to check but i guess i dont wanna leave it hanging so i should just complete it today!

and as im waitin for my gel to be stained i was just thinking wad if you came across something so desirable that it would break you to take it but you would do whatever it takes to get it?

and what if that something was that could not be touched yet you couldn’t help but want it?

what do we do when at the paths of two cease to intertwine?

we all choose our paths.

better or worse, to what do we measure ourselves against?

i like to think that there are no wrong choices, there are no wrong paths. only the existence or not of the will to follow it to the end. that in itself will serve as a right answer.

but it’s not so simple. never is it ever so.

in the end, what will you do when finally asked to make a stand?

ah irrevelant but who cares!

and then my expt failed again

i've not felt so depressed in a while