the letter

I came home this afternoon feeling extremely dejected partly due to the fact that i abandoned my research poster and embarked on another module yesterday resulting in me being unable to actually complete it and stuff and i really am on the verge of breakdown since i stayed out in the cold this morning doing my immuno stuff in the open and after that i felt really sick cos of the cold wind and all giving me a bad headache and making me feel flush all over

then, i received a text from my mum to check my email and i found this :

My dear daughter,

Have you pick your choice. Which tiffany and co. necklace you want.

A word of advice from your mummy.

Please concentrate on your studies as exam is nearing soon. Emphasis on your studies and not on friends' feelings.

I always teach you - Don't be too sensitive to

Always PRAY TO GOD for Guidance. KEEP CLOSE TO GOD.

Always remind yourself that you are in Brisbane to study.

We will celebrate your 21st Birthday when we are there on 9 Jul.

God Bless You. Take Care.

With Love from

Pa, mummy and Samuel

i cried immediately after reading it becous im touched and i miss home suddenly and i wished i was already back home in my comfort zone not having to worry about anything

i really am blessed and i thank God for it immensely

right now, i've no confidence in anything that i am going to do or have done or will be doing
i shouldnt be murmurring about this and only can blame myself for not being competent enough to handle and do my work and such.

i only can pray for wisdom and guidance to pull me through this phase of life