hons

i read this somewhere and i felt that it really is so true

"We walk along life’s corridors, and filter in and out of the lives of people who need use"

We tend to go from friend to friend dispensing love and care to people whom we think might need us and if we’re not careful, pride develops

we take other people’s problems into our own hands, forgetting to draw boundaries, and then in turn become depressed, jaded, burnt out

i think it happens to me and also to some friends i know

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on another note, i've started emailing profs abt hons project and sometimes i get depressed abt it why? you may ask

1. i didnt do that particularly well the previous semester
2. many profs do not take in students in july
3. i have no idea how to convince them that i am good enough to be in their labs and to prove to them my capability

although i only email a couple and realised that some are away for conferences this still puts me in a very depressed and worrying manner because i am really afraid i wun be able to find a hons proj ( yes then ppl will say, sure can find just a matter of whether its what u want or not) sigh

really i do need your prayers, keep me in prayer

hopefully things will take a turn for the better and go according to His Sovereign Will.

as i mentioned b4, in everything and anything prayer is the best weapon but how many times do i need to remind myself of that?

Countless i should say.