i have jelly legs =(

i never experienced such tiredness before in a long long time

badminton for 2 hrs in the morning , rushed home and then out to meet my partner to get her evening dress and we shopped for 5 hours straight n the after effect of this would be my legs feeling like jelly now =(

going shopping with dan was kinda frustrating cos i thought the dress was nice and all but she felt that she couldnt bring out the flavour of the dress(direct translation from chinese of wad she said) and i couldnt understand cos it was either nice or not at all , simple as it was

i finally got to leave when my brother picked me up at tiong for night classes at church and of cos i was extremely tired to really really pay good attention to wad rev.quek was saying but yeahs i guess it was hard to catch up too since i missed 2 lessons in a row =(

i'm going to shop for my pair of shoes for grad night tml alone, yes i repeat, ALONE .
i've decided that i needed some time alone to do things by myself without anyone, and have some peace and quietness

tomorrow i'll get a reply from holy innocents whether i'll get to relief teach, i pray hard that i can get it

no job = no income = no $$ = no food! my lame theory but it is true isnt it? everyone works for money in order to survive

sometimes, i feel that we are driven by money. the devil of the dollar sign haunt us so badly that we can lose everything for money..

to be honest, without money, we are dead. think about it.. if you have ZERO dollars to start today with, how would you spend the day? suddenly, i'm very much impressed by those families who are so poor and yet managed to send their children through university education, amidst all the quarrels and all. you gotta admit, poor families face more quarrels and fights. that itself answer why we are so driven by money. we can't even find peace in our basic foundation of social life without money, or rather, without ENOUGH money..

i hope i would not get too lost while trying to make life more comfortable for my future..therefore i must constantly remind myself not to get lost.. and i definitely need guidance from God to do all things accordingly..

oh pls, help me