i love you, pa

i went to collect the dress i tailored and i was ultimately shocked, depressed, stunned angry or whatever vocab that u can think of, it is that.

i was greatly disappointed and i cried in the car, not becos i was upset abt the turn out but becos i was angry at how it turned out and i cried even more when papa said that he'll pay for another dress and asked me to go look for one later at marina sq earlier on.. i was extremely touched and so i teared..

its my father's birthday today and i must say throughout of my almost 20 years of life , i've never done much for my parents and most of the time, they've been the ones who protected my brother and i, gave us a perfect wonderful family to be in, it has always been God's blessing that i can be part of this Fong family =) and today's event proved it further how such a wonderful blessing it is

since i was young, pa would send and pick me up from school.. sending me for organ lessons which i gave up after a year although he spent thousands on a organ for me, and now that organ is collecting dust in the family corner at home.. i guess i've never truly appreciated everything that my parents did for me .. whenever i go out with my friends on weekends, he would give me extra money just to let me enjoy myself, every week i spend so much on clothes and accessories and everything, my parents would pay without grumbling just because they wanna provide me with the best stuff only.. i guess its becos when they were younger and of cos much poorer they know they cant afford wad they want and now they wanna give their best to us children and i being born in a all right to do family wouldnt understand how is it like to be unable to afford things we want

it took me 19 years and 8 months to realised how much love my parents had for me and yes right now i truly understand everything and anything they have done just to love,care and protect me..

and my brother of cos, although we bicker and fight and argue, i know he loves me too, showing me concern and care when i need it putting your hand over my shoulders when i cry , these little gestures show me how much u care for me as a brother and i deeply appreciate everything

i love you pa, mummy and korkor and i never wished for anything else except you guys to be happy and healthy

on another note ,i 've got my friends around too, sam sue , pi and others whom i've not mentioned , whenever i need help/listening ear , u're theree for meee =)

of cos there's other ones who pretend to show their concern and promises and stuff but its until now that i realised that all those are fake and lies and were never meant to be true at all

these taught me alot and thank you for letting me know wad kinda person u are..

to sam, sue , pi and my other unmentioned friends, i love you all very much too =)