screwed up!

so i've kept calm and here i am blogging cos i do not wish to do anything else .

i do not wanna get my ass down to start my 2nd interim report cos i absolutely have no mood for that right now or rather i have no clue how to start it!

life just cant get any better with a screwed up partner at work/project
life just cant get any better when u have no help when u desperately need it
and life just sucks to have her around doing nothing but SLEEP.

so i concluded that i have a horrible sucky life now that i just wish i could bang my head against the wall and forget abt every other thing thats happening right now

the day started off pretty nicely cos she came in early for the first entire time. I guess she must have felt it when my sup kinda not look at her while speaking to us about work and so what if she came in early, when i needed her to help me with something she just disappeared into thin air and i cudnt find her and when i called her to come down and help me, she said since i was already doing it she didnt have to do it with me

like wth!? when i went up she was asking my sup some questions obviously in relation to the report larh but i cudnt be bothered i was just f-ing pissed cos she can just throw all the work to me while she panicked abt her report for which she copied everything of mine in the first report we handed in long ago. Everything is done by me me me and who gets the credit? she! like how unfair can everything in my life get! and right now at this moment at 2.13pm she's like a bloody pig lying on the desk sleeping , isnt life more than just sleeping! there's so much more you can do to enhance your life . So wad if i play word puzzles when im bored at least i learn new vocabulary!at least my mind is thinking and im piecing out word by word and learning new words!

life is just screwed up badly right now and nothing's gonna change it till i graduate and i wonder how is she gonna present to london examiners when i cant even understand what she is saying at times

i just wish i cud vanish into thin air right now and leave everything behind without worrying what would happen