sunday

why do we always take things for granted? i think it's a human thing. or maybe it's an animal thing. To look for and strive for permanence. To find and keep forever, to obtain and engrave in eternity. It's almost like we're always looking for something to take for granted.

when we're learning how to walk we take for granted that we can crawl.

when we're learning how to run we take for granted that we can walk.

when we're learning how to fly we take for granted that we can run.

when we're happy we take for granted the things that made us happy.

but i guess the most taken for granted commodity, or entity or asset or whatever u wanna call it...is time.

"time is what we want most, but what we use worst." - William Penn

i can't argue with that.

i took this from some blog which i thought was extremely true

i just got back from the aussie study fair applied to 4 unis and i 've been troubled at this all of last night till i cudnt sleep at all! well first my results are terrible like avg of Cs and the ppl at the fair said that i cud get in larh cos afterall its a dip but i have no idea i just dun have peace in me!! and then i talked to my parents about it this morning and they said since its free why dun give it a try at the applications so i went ahead just now.

but of cos my mum is still adamant abt not sending me overseas larh i dunno why but she just thinks i cant handle it when im away from home and stuff oh well mothers will always remain like that so i dun blame her for anything, she's the best mum i cud ever ask for and i thank God for her cos she pays for literally everything i buy or set my eyes on! *love u mummy* but i know u neva will read this lol

anyhows i just dunno why im feeling so confused or perhaps its just worrying that i keep having.. im a very panicky person as in i'll get really uptight and stuff and get really kaisu/kiasi larh i dunno why but im just like tht i didnt feel secure of my future i guess.. maybe i shud go scout for a rich man and be a taitai hahahaha *grinz*

at least i tried applying for the unis and i'll see if i can get at least one not larh i hope i can at least i have an alternative! or else i'll be stranded and not know wad to do

will u guys just prayyy that i can get at least ONE just ONE!!! =(

oh God, pls guide me!

* those who read my blog,keep the applications low keyyy all righty!* dun really wan others to know =))