13sept

As i sit in the office lazing my time away after lunch, i realised how much have i forgotten about some of my good frends. Like isabelle! i havent spoke to her or seen her in ages. It's amusing how im working in nus and i dun get to see any one from st margts at all.

Well i met christine at the bus stop ! it was awkward cos i didnt know what to say, once we were pretty close and now it seems like we're strangers and have absolutely nothing to talk about. As i stood there waitin for the bus, time seem to have stood still and the silence was a killer too! when the bus finally came it was sucha relieve.

had lunch and a great talking session with jerome,zhiyuan and dan =) very funny and lame stuff we talked about. I often wonder what am i doing at work all day long, like today i went into the lab at 9am,did some weighing and then up till now im still slacking and doing nothing at all. I dun think i even have a clue what my project is all about too! its nerve wrecking cause its an extremely important thing and yet i dun exactly give a damn about it! life in poly isnt exactly smooth sailing. Like i always told my friends that i regretted going to college cos it was a much easier route for me to become a teacher but i ask myself at times, will i be able to even score in college if i cant even get a decent grade in poly now.. that is why i feel so dumb and silly!

sigh, life just gets worse everyday since im in sucha stupid situation and workplace. i've got no life at all.

and now i have to get back to doing some dumb logbook of mine =( and dandan's complaining that looking at it for a long term would definitely make her eyes go bad. heh heh.