guohong came to talk to me on msn and asked if i knew cheryl tan in which i replied i do, she used to do relief teaching with me.

the next thing he said was " i just attended her wake,she passed away yesterday" " heard it was a suicide"

the shock that came was overwhelming, i didn't know what to say or what to do , we were both never close but we knew each other we talked if we met each other, this is definitely something i will not understand

she came across always as a strong believer in faith and a good christian but yet committing suicide was the end to her life that God has provided for her. I don't understand and i will never will