job hunting

i never knew job hunting was difficult, how i told friends who came back earlier than me, to persevere and hang on and not give up! and now im trying to tell myself all that advice that i gave out probably just 6months ago

its taking a toll on me, i've not had many interviews, less than the number of fingers on one hand but i guess i've been pretty fortunate to get calls here and there ( and one which i went thru a 2nd interview) and that is wat i wanna try!

sighh none of us has been fortunate enough to find a job except simon teng! haha but ok i dun know wad to say abt that lucky bastard

andd then there are some who seem so secretive abt their job applications and not want u to know anything, i probably understand where they are coming from but its weird how good frends 2 person can be overseas and when we're back, i have to be the one trying to keep up and trying to organize meetings/gatherings and whats not, why cant someone just bloody take the initiative to do some things?!

and then there's ONE whose msn is completely screwed up with mine ( YES ZEF,I AM TALKING ABT YOU) i never seemed to be able to converse with him at all and when i wanna whine and complain to this bloody barney/donkey, he never gets anythingggg

omg, this sucks

I WANT A JOB ASAP PLS GOD!