bednight talk

i had a good bedtime talk with simon till 3am and it was good that we could have a sorta bro-sis talk together

maybe he's right, i've been too exhusted trying to juggle lab work, proposal and things outside of work and the only thing i need is some 'me' time. i havent been the usual jo i was months back or b4 everything came tumbling down , when issues started to arise and worrying and warying exsisted between friends whom i've been spent most time with. i cant revert back to that but i guess i should start trying to forget what has happened and enjoy the friendship we've got

maybe its time when i stop doing anything for people and let someone do something for me

everyone needs 'me ' time but i havent got mine for months i havent been able to just sit down and just not do anything for anyone or anything so maybe its time to give the neglected self some recuperating moments to get myself up and going again