going down

initially i didnt wanna go for church cos i was really feeling terrible but no i told myself that i must go!

immediately after the offering,just b4 the sermon i decided that i shud leave, i was feeling nauseous and i broke into cold sweat, i dunno what that indicated but i thought it wasnt a good sign

lydia was very helpful and motherly, she offered to send me home when i wanted to walk and she sorta ' reprimanded' me cos the walk home was long and ardous and she was afraid imight just faint
i tried slping but to no avail, i feel extremely cold and my whole body aches! so i decided to take my temperature. lo and behold,i 'm running an extremely high fever and i still contemplated if i shud take panadol or not so i just forced myself to!

i've not mood for anything right and the tummy's still giving me problems, its terrible

i wish all these could go away within a split second