looking forward to what ?

there's nothing worth looking forward to in my life right now, so monotonous! ok i've been going out so much lately that i kinda lost my direction in life, but do i even have one in the first place?

ppl say that i shud look forward going to queensland to study, this once in a lifetime opportunity that not many ppl can afford or can even have a chance to yet i dun feel like im excited over it, 3 weeks left, i shud be getting the jitters by now but NO, i do not have that feeling at all

its kinda weird though, maybe cos u guys are not around to be with me the last week! so i feel sad but yeahs nonetheless im happy that u all can enjoy!

outing with evon tml , jus shopping and ultilizing the vouchers i've got =) the mango sale's on but i think its gonna be extremely crazy and crowded and squeezy!

can someone jab me with some drug to make me excited abt overseas life