frustrated

i think im extremely frustrated with my mother

she's crazy
oversensitive
overly paranoid
unreasonable

she assume that we don't listen to her at all , she's always assuming to the point that for no apparent reason, she just flares up when u just walk in to the room

she tells us somethings 100001 times that i can even memorise and tell it back to her and yet she just doesnt shut up, she shouts at me for not listening when i havent done anything wrong

all she does is just flare up for no reason and scream at me and my brother and is getting worse

regarding australia, i havent exactly evn decide if im gg melb to visit tianyin or sydney and she starts nagging over it, and shouts at me telling me she wants to know every single move i make, i dun see a need to and no point in it either. Yes, i love you as my mother but sometimes u go too in certain things that make me upset or angry and i cannot help feeling that way

NOW i wish i was in australia away from home, just studying and doing my own things